Today we celebrated Cammie's birthday in the sun..listening to his band playing. (See The Miracle Cafe video player) There are still lumps of snow of the ground and yet today we almost hit 80 degrees. Not bad for April. Great Party...happy birthday Cammie!

Ok,

The invite link at the top right hand corner of your screen now works if any of you are chomping at the bit to invite your friends to The Miracle Cafe!! (LOL)

I feel like a kid at the beginning of my birthday party. I am full of expectation and excitement but the doubt wants to creep in wondering if anyone will actually show up. My beloved Hamid said "If you build it (and make good coffee) they will come". LOL!!! I was SO shy as a kid..my parents sent me to speech lessons to get me to talk. People laugh when I tell them that nowadays but I find myself as time goes on with less and less to say. (maybe that explains a very quiet cafe - if its to be its up to me!)

At the same time I feel like I am in a new continuum. I want to be very present and honest as I write. I want to do less promoting the experience and more being in the moment and having the courage to speak my mind and share what is really happening for me. To find my OWN expression..and to inspire others. To open up and let the Holy Spirit show me where I need to be healed and through my own healing and conversion to collapse time for everyone. It is not enough to be "awake" in the dream anymore. I am aware I am sleeping but I am still asleep. I want to WAKE UP! I want to have those moments of light and joy and peace that I experience as bubbles here and there to extend forever in my awareness.

I always need help but invariably I don't know how to ask for it and even less so..receive it. Sometimes I need to hear the "teaching' as a reminder, sometimes I need a confrontation because I am "stuck" in my own causal loop of an insane thought system but most of all I just need to speak my mind and expose myself and the light heals ALL. We teach because we need to learn. I need to remember. The truth is "to know and not to do is not to know". We are so blessed to have the workbook of A Course In Miracles. The mind-training can bring us into the experience of the present moment ONLY if we apply the lessons. Through faith we can believe. Through experience we come to know. This is a brand new moment.

I feel this cafe could be a place where we can all come and JOIN TOGETHER TO SHINE AS ONE BRIGHT LIGHT.  In truth we are already are that. Maybe this is how I came to remember. Maybe this is now those bubbles joined. I don't know.  I have been given the first step and I am willing to stand still in this spot and see what happens.

I LOVE YOU!!

Sue